I look at my children and think how incredibly blessed I am. God truly has blessed me in spite of my life. I have not always made the right decisions or the right choices in life but God blessed me when he gave me these children to entrust them into our care. My life has never been the same. You see I have an older daughter that I was not able to spend the time with and have the relationship that I should have had with her, I was young and stupid and immature but God promised me years later when I "grew up" that He would restore unto me what I had lost and He has. But I had missed out on so much with her and that is why I cherish every moment with these two that I have now, time slips by rather quickly, sometimes too quickly.
Earlier, as I was reflecting on God's goodness in my life Adam and Abigail came into the room and wanted to sit on my lap and wanted me to pull up Youtube on the computer. We do this from time to time and watch karaoke videos, sometimes we will sing along with the people and sometimes we will find just Karaoke videos and sing by ourselves. The kids love this and we all laugh and have a good time. Tonight it was storming outside and the Thunder would make the crashing horrific noise in the sky and did it just as I was singing Justin Bieber's song, Baby. Abigail immediately looked at me with all seriousness and said, "Daddy maybe we should skip that one, God doesn't like it" and Adam responded, "Yeah daddy it was hoardable"
Leave it up to your kids to tell you just the way it should be. LOL
